sungguh aku tak sanggup

Ku Tak Sanggup

Kris Dayanti

Malam ini aku sendiri
Tanpa dirimu memeluk aku kasih
Kau di mana kuingin bertemu
Ungkapkan semua rasa rinduku
Haruskah aku berlari
Haruskah aku menangis lagi

Ku tak sanggup
Bila aku jauh .. dari dirimu
Ku tak sanggup
Bila aku jauh .. dari kasihmu

Hanya Tuhan yang tahu segalanya
Rasa rindu yang aku punya padamu
Hanya dirimu ..

thinking of u

Solo A Tu Lado Quiero Vivir

ya sé porque estás dudando
sé lo que vás a pensar
será este un amor eterno
será un amor de verdad

CORO:
Aunque se que esto no es facil de entender
que parece una locura
aunque sé que es muy dificil de creer
el amor de mi vida eres tú
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir
sin ti mi cielo se vuelve gris
dime que hacer si no estás aqui
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir

te mostraré lo que siento
de lo infinito al final
pido tu mano y prometo
por siempre te voy amar

CORO

SOLO

sólo a tu lado quiero vivir
sin ti mi cielo se vuelve gris
dime que hacer si no estás aqui
sólo a tu lado quiero vivir


bi, bila nak overlap ni?..
hmm..miss u so much.
am still torn .. thots of u is still there when i tried hard to focus.

all yours

yang u sayang i lagi tak? (love, do u still love me?)

of course i still love you.
the question popped out from her just now.
no fighting, no shouting, but she still like to ask the same question out of the blue.
:) nak manja la tu. (i guess.. u wanted to be pampered.)
im all yours bi..

craving

Love Sonnet XI

I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair.
Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets.
Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps.

I hunger for your sleek laugh,
your hands the color of a savage harvest,
hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.

I want to eat the sunbeam flaring in your lovely body,
the sovereign nose of your arrogant face,
I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes,

And I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight,
hunting for you, for your hot heart,
like a puma in the barrens of Quitratue.

Pablo Neruda

come near me

i cant start writing my proposal yet again!!
am thinking of her..thinking of her..thinking of her..
this is so painful!
i told her tht i cant stop missing her.. n she felt guilty.
no baby, dont get me wrong.. its not even ur fault.
i could have been stronger.. i have to be strong like you.
she said she'll accompany me til i start writing.
im getting sleepy .. oh no! its already 4 am!

need her to be near me..

she is for real

"im the real deal." - gia

yes u are sayang. in every way. in everybody's dreams.
we were chatting about how she is becoming a romantic fool when everyone else known her as a cool funny person. hahaha!
who would have guessed that??
before knowing her at hand, i'm not sure what to expect from her if i were to be this close.
hmm, altho there were this moment (during uni years- at the cafe) when i have this wild thot that she can be a hopeless romantic from the way she looked at me at tht mo.
but the second when i know for sure she is what i thot during tht uni years was when we went out for our first date at the beach. gotcha! hahaha!
yeah, maybe i was in the state of surprise at the early stage, to her exes maybe, there's no more surprised..but well, this is my time..and im enjoying every moment with her.

and yes she still surprised me with her passionate poems, gesture, affection and intimation towards me.
its almost 11 months and we're still 'strongly' fond and adoring each other.

yes or no bi?.. :)

torn

im thinking of her at this moment despite the work load im suffering right now.
the thesis proposal has yet to be completed and here i am..between the work... missing her presence.
im torn actually.. torn between work and the thought of her.
altho at the mo, im online n she's also online.. but well, its not the same as having her beside me.
we've just met yesterday but still i cant get enuff of her. oh why???..

dedication

This blog is dedicated to sumone who are loved in every ways - gia.