If That's OK With You
I love the way that you look without your make up
I had a girl before we met but we broke up
Theres something 'bout you that makes me want to step up
step up and be with you
If That's Ok With You
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
cos imma make you feel so good thats how i see it happening
yeah we'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
cos baby i wanna step up and be with you
if thats ok with you
im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
I wanna keep your toothbrush at my appartment
Make a second set of keys and ask you to move in
I'm not crazy
I know what im getting myself in
I wanna live with you
If thats ok with you
im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
If thats ok with you
[If Thats Ok With You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
yeah yeah
we'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
We'll keep the neighbors awake too late too late
I wanna love you this way that way this way
im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
Im gonna love you
im gonna make you feel like you are heaven on earth
I'm gonna saint your mother just for giving you birth
im gonna wanna hold you in my arms when you cry
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
If thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
if thats ok with you
baby, im ok with all that..
i love u alot!
thanks for the song.
heaven on earth
one day vacation
im so so so restless today...
but yesterday was definately fun, fun, fun!
finally, we got to go to Spice Garden at Batu Feringghi.
everything with you is so worthwhile!
spice garden was really heaven for both of us. correct me if im wrong. ;)
the ambience was perfect with umbrella-alike trees and greenish plants and herbs.
tho, it was like walking in your own garden but this one is bigger than your own. hahaha!
they made it like a big landscape with beautiful arrangement of trees and plants.
and the best part for us was the big giant swing in the middle of the garden facing the sea.
absolutely peaceful... *sigh*
plus the scenery at the restaurant up the garden which is also facing the sea..
.. with wind blowing to our faces.. calming effect was surrounding us at tht mo.
like you said, it was rejuvenating .. yes for me who are so stressed up about this life especially when i have to deal with this boring workplace everyday.
thank you so much sayang..
and then, we went for karaoke session pulak. hahahha!
which was also a blast and all-out session for you.. yeah.. especially you..and for me.. .
rock music does make us feel relieved at times like this.. ahahaha!
all in all, everything was perfect yesterday.
starting from being able to faked for MC leave at the clinic.. naughty me..
hehehhe.. also thanks to you baby.
well, that was it.. our mini vacation.
i love you.
and till we do it again. :)
"What the world really needs is more love and less paperwork." - Pearl Bailey
blog skin tragedy
bi, ive been trying to change new skin for this blog but to no avail.
I REALLY CANT FIGURED OUT ON HOW TO DO IT!
arrgh! my eyes almost get twisted seeing the html codes over and over again.
this is not the first time i tried to understand on ways to do it..
ive read and read and stared and stared and almost nak jadi macam mencari benda tersembunyi tadi. and here i am back to square one.
*sigh* well i guess im not an IT freak after all.
its not as simple and as easy as it seems..
i thot its just about copy pasting and tadaaa.. a new blog skin.
ive been in front of my laptop for almost 2 hours now.. and nothing changed.
grrrrrrrrrr!
and now im still drooling seeing the nice and creatively done blog skins on the blogskins.com website.
owhh baby, please help me with this when you get back here.
thank you. :)
naughty girl celebration
baby,
happy hari raya aidilfitri!
i know ive been very very bad this year..
forgive me for all my wrongdoings.
forgive me for all the fights ive caused.
forgive me for all the tears tht ran down thru ur cheeks.
forgive me for all the hatred feelings that ive caused within you.
forgive me for all the time youve wasted for me.
forgive me for everything..
i didnt mean to hurt you.
im sorry.
hope you have a wonderful eid with your family members.
i know you did. tho u said you feel bored staying at home lama sangat.
dont be.. cus sometimes i know u need time off from me yg clingy ni.
so, enjoy it while you can. :)
as for me, my hari raya was nice. tho i miss the other kampung so much!
i had fulfilled my craving of eating laksa, nasi tomato, ayam masak merah, kuey teow soup..
as for rendang, lemang and nasi himpit.. i prefer the other kampung's cooking. tastier. ;)
i think my family will not do the usual open house this year.
i know u will.. tomorrow right?.. but i cant go due to some reasons.
owh well.. nevermind.
we'll have our own opening session when we get together later. nyam nyam.. ;)
tho i really miss you right now.
tribute to our 1st cosmonaut.. err.. sorry bi. hehe.
bi, today i cried again in my cube.. but not because of my sucky job, but because of our first Malaysian going to the space baby!
I dunno why, but my happy tears just flowed down automatically when i watched the video on Youtube. Yeah.. we missed the live telecast last nite, thanks to me yg nak berbuka di luar plus the reality that i'm a forgetful person. haha!
back to my story, hmm... i really feel overwhelmed with this malaysia-malaysian-malay-muslim guy achievement baby..
Have a look here:
"The spacecraft, Soyux TMA-11 which carried a Malaysian (woohooo!), an American and a Russian to the space."
And below is an article about him by the Associated Press (AP):
"Doctor to honor Ramadan rituals in space"
He inspired me.. *sigh*
but dont worry bi, i still do love you much more. ;)
sunday blues
tomorrow is monday.
and i hate mondays.
especially when i know for sure that i'll be scolded by my senior.
boleh pulak dia KIV marah2 dia.
mmg sebijik mcm mak-mak.
ooohh... i hate my job.
and oohh.. i miss my baby.
just a few hours ago you were here with me.
and couple of hours before that we woke up late together..
watched ANTM ..
layan lagu raya, kylie minogue, salih yaacob (are u seriously into him singing..ooh please..), lagu dangdut on youtube.
also updating our frenster and ur facebook..
til 6pm and you start wanting to go home... hmmm..
well.. had to understand that today is your dad's birthday.
wish you cld stay until forever here. ;)
and at the very last minute tu la i started to get emotional in an angry way.
just cause ... im hungry.. duhh.. and.. and.. just causssse...
hmm.. so immature of me.
tho she said im being manja.. :P
and well, i had to let her go..
bye bye woiyi.. i said in my heart as she went away.
then, rushed to help my mum whom i found was very angry at me cause she said im burdening her all my life.
cause according to her, i dont think about what i should do for the house.
i dont cook for the house (i do cook when i want to eat cuz if i cook something i dont like and they dont wanna eat, then i myself have to finish it). im not an eater of all kinda things.. huh.
i dont clean the house (well, maybe i dunno that washing the dishes every night and day is not considered cleaning the house)..
and also she assumed that i was "meditating" in my room (did we dear??) cause i was not at her sight all day long.
*sigh**sigh* hmmm...
and right now.. im chatting with you baby. thru YM. hehhe..
tho after so much of being together, when we're apart pun, we still want to feel the presence of each other. i miss you alot. yeah.. i know, im clingy.
you know bi, i cried reading your sms which you send after you left.
i miss u. i miss u. i miss u.
im not sure whether i could really survive this life if you are not here..
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook-
meet me in my dream baby. cuz i miss you so..
this one is for you
I've been awake for a while now
you've got me feelin like a child now
cause every time i see your bubbly face
i get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
The rain is fallin on my window pane
but we are hidin in a safer place
under the covers stayin dry and warm
you give me feelins that i adore
It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose
where ever it goes i always know
that you make me smile
please stay for a while now
just take your time
where ever you go
What am i gonna say
when you make me feel this way
I just........mmmmmmmmmmm
I’ve been asleep for a while now
you tucked me in just like a child now
cause every time you hold me in your arms
Im comfortable enough to feel your warmth
it starts in my soul
and I lose all control
when you kiss my nose
the feelin shows
cause you make me smile
baby just take your time
holdin me tight
where ever, where ever, where ever you go
where ever, where ever, where ever you go…
Colbie Caillat's song titled Bubbly
this one is for you.
the way u make me feel love is the best feeling ever in my whole wide world.
baby, stay with me. forever. please...
im evrybody's hell
yea.. im like my father now.
im slow.
im indecisive.
im changing plans at the very last minute.
im low self-esteem.
im paranoid.
im sad.
im crying.
thanks to my mother.
maybe i should just leave.. cus im making other people jadi slow and pissed.
or maybe i shouldnt be alive.
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it's either i cry or i write
hi bi,
6.18am. i dunno why im depressed today.
Waking up for pre-dawn meal was such a drag for me.
Actually maybe becos the thot of going to work today make me extra sluggish.
I hate my job.
Thing is not that I dont wanna work - as you have thot yesterday, well correction bi.. the thing is I hate what im doing bi.
I dont wanna just stay at home preparing meals and clean the house, I want a new place and routine of work. Something that I like.
Yea I know, tho sometimes we had what we like and still hate it but this job really put hatred in myself and my life. I dunno why I really cant stand this place (tho I still keep going there every morning). Maybe just to jaga hati my mum and dad.
If I live byself, I'll just let go.
Pretty much there's nuthing I can do, so I end up here writing this blog.
I was trying to sleep just now but couldnt.
I feel like crying. One drop two drops.
And then I said to myself, "ughh I need to write something!"
Its either I write or I cry. Tho sometimes I can do both. ;)
Ok thats it, now I can continue my sleep.
Oh, btw, thanks for all your support during my self-crisis' time.
Just being there and being next to me is enuff tho I prefer if you can always be next to me.
I love you. With all my heart.
