sunday blues

tomorrow is monday.
and i hate mondays.
especially when i know for sure that i'll be scolded by my senior.
boleh pulak dia KIV marah2 dia.
mmg sebijik mcm mak-mak.
ooohh... i hate my job.

and oohh.. i miss my baby.
just a few hours ago you were here with me.
and couple of hours before that we woke up late together..
watched ANTM ..
layan lagu raya, kylie minogue, salih yaacob (are u seriously into him singing..ooh please..), lagu dangdut on youtube.
also updating our frenster and ur facebook..
til 6pm and you start wanting to go home... hmmm..
well.. had to understand that today is your dad's birthday.
wish you cld stay until forever here. ;)

and at the very last minute tu la i started to get emotional in an angry way.
just cause ... im hungry.. duhh.. and.. and.. just causssse...
hmm.. so immature of me.
tho she said im being manja.. :P

and well, i had to let her go..
bye bye woiyi.. i said in my heart as she went away.
then, rushed to help my mum whom i found was very angry at me cause she said im burdening her all my life.
cause according to her, i dont think about what i should do for the house.
i dont cook for the house (i do cook when i want to eat cuz if i cook something i dont like and they dont wanna eat, then i myself have to finish it). im not an eater of all kinda things.. huh.
i dont clean the house (well, maybe i dunno that washing the dishes every night and day is not considered cleaning the house)..
and also she assumed that i was "meditating" in my room (did we dear??) cause i was not at her sight all day long.

*sigh**sigh* hmmm...

and right now.. im chatting with you baby. thru YM. hehhe..
tho after so much of being together, when we're apart pun, we still want to feel the presence of each other. i miss you alot. yeah.. i know, im clingy.
you know bi, i cried reading your sms which you send after you left.
i miss u. i miss u. i miss u.

im not sure whether i could really survive this life if you are not here..

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.
-Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook-


meet me in my dream baby. cuz i miss you so..