always

"And I will love you baby - always
And I'll be there forever and a day - always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heaven bursts
And the words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - always"

-Always by Jon Bon Jovi-

missing u here in my office..

"childhood dreams"

I can't believe you need me
I never thought would be needed for anything
I can't believe my shoulder would carry such important weight
As your head and your tears
I can't believe you chose me, in all my fragility, me
It hurts so much when I love you, it makes me cry
Every time

You, you are, oh you are
The little boy made for me in the stars
In the star, that's why I can't let you go
The little boy made for mi in the stars
That's why I love you more the further I go
And before this existence you were always there
Waiting for me
You are, you are the realest thing I know
Hands down
The realest thing I know...

I am not used to being carried
Or being able to carry a pretty song
I have been bruised by my many trails
Sometimes my skin's so thick it's frail
I just need to be ignored 'til I wake up to the beauty that is yours
And it all comes to life so suddenly
This is a place so deep, the water's so deep I hesitate, cause

All the energy it takes to feel this power
I tend to run, I tend to hide, I tend to scream
'til I find you and I know
I got you
I know, I know, I know

I'm sliding on the rainbows of my childhood dreams
I'm sliding on the rainbows of my childhood dreams

When you carry me, when you carry me, when you carry me
It's so happy

I'm sliding on the rainbows of my childhood dreams
I'm sliding on the rainbows of my childhood dreams


Nelly Furtado's song dedicated to you bi..
The lyrics are sooo for you..

mind-blowing job

fewwhh... its been err.. how many months since I last left my love here..?.. 4 months????

So sorry dear. But my heart still full with love tho I was not here.

Well, am writing at my office still. The condition has change, I mean my thots abt dis office.
Hmm.. dont quite like my job. Its totally not for me. I'm not in love with this job.
I wasnt thinking of this place when I'm at home or anywhere. It's just A JOB.
The nature of the job really sucks.
Quite a few times I cried during working hours and at home (when I have to finish DA JOB at home).. and as usual, there's always my baby who'll try to uplift me again and again and again asking me to keep holding on the job.
Thanks alot bibi.. and sorry for troubling you.

And also, as usual I tried picking up pieces of hope in dis office for my future reference.. (after I've been reminded thousand times about it..)

Can't wait for a new job.. or career..
(well.. I actually dont have a clear vision on what i wanna do..*sigh*) ..

bibi, I'm signing off.. cant really write much.. too many people roaming around here.
and yes dear, CONGRATULATIONS on your new job (a career i supposed) .. new place.
Finally, you got what you want.. and hope you'll last long there... Good Luck!

Mmmmuah!


note: mind-blowing = intensely affecting the mind especially in producing hallucinations
(http://www.thefreedictionary.com/mind-blowing)