"Stay committed to your decisions; but stay flexible in your approach.' -Tony Robbins-
It is hard to pleased people. Especially people who are important to us like our family members.
Family.. parents..siblings.. are the closest to us. They expect more from us.. sumtimes to a certain extend, it makes us think that they shouldn't interfere with certain desicions we make. But if u think it in a positive ways, they actually want us to become a better person or just wanted to help and do favors for u.
So, baby, just bear with them. Sekejap je tu.
Think in a positive ways.
But make sure u have ur plans and efforts.
I'm always on your side. I know tht ure a very career-oriented person. With the confidence you have (oh! maybe mak u taktau kot u ada special power-tahap konfiden yg sungguh tinggi), I sangat okay kalau u memilih keje. Kalau tak, memang I dah lama bising2.
Okay.. hopefully u can bear with them sementara u dpt keje yg u nak.
I'm sorry if I'm not good in words. I'm bad in advising people. Very-very teruk. I usually always tried very-very-very hard to counsel, but.. in the end.. I always felt unconvinced. Me myself pun tak yakin, how can people believe my words?
Bi,
I'm always here for u. I believe u. Tho I didn't said much, but trust me.. I do care.
Just tell me what u want to soothe you.
I may bad in talking, but I'm good in action. ;)
I love u.
i believe
the thots that count
She read this blog. And I did read hers (its ours actually). The blog which I suggested in sharing out our feelings..but I totally forgot about it. I'm sorry.
She said she loves my writing yang skema ni. Well, thank u. And I love her writing jugak. Very the bubbly way.. macam dia selalu. The terharu thing is she remembered our every single moment. I personally love the N9 trip stories. Simple yet eventful.
We're chatting thru YM rite now. And still we havent finish discussing the way we write in our blog. I was praising her about how she's good in writing and remembering things. And this is what she replied, "after we do it, i write it...coz everything i do with u..i wanna remember..i dont wanna forget...ever." .. hmmm.. true.. we write because we dont want to forget. Thank u bibi for the thots.. cos I'm bad at remembering moments unless I wrote them down.
Back to our blogs.. she wrote nice things about me.. hehehe.. yay! After half a year, baru she wanted to tell me.. more of reminding me sebenarnya. Mine.. is quite boring ..schematic grammar punya bahasa. Actually bi, I'm trying to upgrade my English yang dah sangat2 berkarat ni. Hopefully, thru tis blog, I could learn using new words yang I suka. Altho, there're occasionally mix of Manglish.
So now, we have two blogs. Maybe after this, I'll pop in ur blog..nyibuk kan diri menyumbangkan my writing since I know the password.. or maybe u taknak I kacau?..
Its okay. I'm fine if u decide that way. :) .. or maybe u pun boleh pop in this blog.
What's mine is urs too baby.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
Okay, well, tell me what u think (If u still read my blog yg tak seberapa ni).
Need to sign off.
Just wanna tell u..
Bi, I still cant believe that I got to hold u finally..
I never expected anything like this.
Siapalah I.. shy and introvert girl yg maybe u takkan pandang.
I didn't hope..I only dream.. a lot u know.. and its all about u.
"Where there is great love there are always miracle." - Willa Cather
I couldn't agree more.
oh no!
Oh no! you nak baca blog I yg tak seberapa ni. Dahlah I tak pernah buka u punya..eh..kita punya blog.. banyak pulak tu u tulis. I rasa bersalah sangat..sebab I yang cadangkan untuk tulis sesama blog tu, tapi I langsung tak baca. Hmm...maybe sebab u pun buat senyap je pasal blog tu..I ingat you tak interested. Tapi, kalau i interested, mesti I dah lama buka, baca n tulis balik. I'm so sorry sayang. I'm sorry. I nangis ..meleleh-leleh air mata masa baca skit apa yang u dah tulis. Sampai hati kan I?.. tak baca pun selama ni apa yang u tulis.. I rasa bersalah.
I tulis ni sambil tgk drama TV3.. yang ada Zamarul .. yg ala-ala u bila u tgk I.
And you know what, I baru realized, u ni sebenarnya ada dreamy eyes. When u look at me, it is as if u really pay attention to my jerawat and lubang-lubang jerawat I (hehe) .. in a dreamy ways u pay attention la to what I said, which in the end akan buat I malu.. :P hmm... *sigh*
Well, bibi..
Actually I nak tulis tentang date kita tadi.. sempena first anniversary kita. Biasala.. I ni kalau start tulis.. suka gakla tulis panjang2 yang merepek2. Kalau pendek sangat tu, maknanya I ngantuk la tu.. tapi still nak tulis jugak.
Hmm...I had great time petang tadi. We dated kat tepi laut yang sungguh breezy.. I sangat suka.
Rasa macam buat video clip pun ada.. dreamy.. tranquil.. very calm.. sangat relax.. Sesuai untuk goda2 u..hehe.. mcm masa malam I first keluar date dengan you setahun yang lalu.
Anyway, tahun ni, hadiah I rasanya biasa2 je utk u. Mcm tak siap. Some collection of black and white photos of us. Hopefully, one day, I boleh framekan utk u. But, u gotta keep them safely.
And as a hadiah from u, I got none... hehehe..taklah... I dapat kad BM (seperti yang u kata dalam kad tu..hehehe) and I gotta read your writings on our blog which I totally forgot (I'm so sorryyy bi..). Belum abish baca pun lagi.
Anyway, thank u for the card and the blog. Itu pun dah cukup menghappykan I. I understand u, u have no $$$ rite now..byk expenses nak kena byr. Its okay. I'm happy n grateful enuff that u actually saw the real me one year ago. Thank u soooo much sayang.
And as always, u akan menjadi the sweet-talker-tive. Thank u sayang. I really appreciate every single words yang you cakap. Hopefully, I'll still be the same girl u love today in the years to come. I rasa I takkan marah2 u, kalau u tak buat salah.
(psst! oklah.. One little tip for you, I love sumone who likes to tingkatkan/majukan diri dia dengan kehendak dia sendiri.. tak kisahlah dalam apa hal pun.. be it ur career, or ur academic status or apa-apa jelah.)
ehem..
And well, u also asked me what makes u different from my previous ex, hmm..
hmmm...
hmmm...
hmmm...
... perhaps the next post pulaklah... ;P
Gotta stop sekejap.
I love you.
Happy 1st Anniversary bibi woiyi..!
my first poem for her - It's When
My dearest Gia,
It's when I'm with you that
I felt so much love
It's when I'm with you that
I felt so much fun
It's when I'm with you that
I felt life is full with so many new excitements
It's when I'm with you that
I felt everything in the world give ways to me
It's when I'm with you that
I felt life is so worth living.
I love being with you bibi.
Happy 1st Anniversary sayang!
some updates
actually bi, i have a lot to say.
especially tentang apa yg dah berlaku in the past months.
the fight with my mother..
where u really cool me down with ur marketing words ..hahaha..taklah.. with ur soothing and uplifting words for me.
mcm selalu2..
yeah.. i have to be more patient in life.
bukan sume yang kita nak, kita blh dapat.
just do what u have to do n jangan harap org puji2.
that was what u said.
hmm..i guess, im still not matured enuff to think simplest thing like that.
i need some motivation from other people mcm u.
im always in my low level of self-esteem.
i still cant handle my own emotions independently.
so far, u are the best person who really understood me.
itu belum kira our countless telepathy session where we actually can connect to each other when certain feelings mcm rindu, sayang, pilih game yg sama etc. occured.
hmm..maybe jugak i dah terlalu lama living with my parents.
or maybe jugak i ni terlalu berkira nak buat sesuatu.
im really not a giver u know.
such egoistic girl yg sepatutnya dah berubah sebab im getting older.
hmm.. hot blooded woman.
i observed u for these 1 year.. and i think ur more a giver in everything and thats make me wanna make use of u more..hahaha..taklah.. but seriously, ur a giver.
n i love u for all that.
the balik penang surprise..
hmm..actually bi, u were a good liar.
its just that as usual my instinct and our telepathy i guess.. that make me felt that u hv arrived.
u know how much i missed u.
the day u came back tu.. i was already hopeless.
but suddenly, that nite, i got this sense yg kata u sebenarnya dah balik.
and suddenly, u were in front of me.
i love u for that too..
i love u
i love u
i love u
(rite now.. i tgh sembang dgn u thru YM phone call)
(u were saying that im like kylie minogue???... ermm..no comment.)
(one word-gatal!)
stop for now.
kita sambung lagi lenkali dgn citer2 yg dah lepas. hehehe.
mmuuahh!
