some bitter things


Today we had a small-medium fight.
We were (still are) a bit tense about things happening in each others family.
Actually, (I think).. it was not really a problem to me..until she brought up about it one day.
I always think that we should help our family members in every possible way we can.
But she thought that I have been used by my in-law.
Making me spending less personal time with her..

When I come to think of it, sumtimes it makes sense that I've been used.
But, on the other hand, I think that its okay to offer help for my in-law-my younger brother's wife.
I just dont know. Maybe...

Actually bi, I'm torn and confused.
I understand what u said.. but, what can I do..
(and tell me.. what can u do with ur problem, u said ur parents r pulling u.. why dont u just rebel and tell what u feel and just dont co-operate with them.. can u?)

Earlier, I dont think it's a problem, but now.. it's disturbing.

But the most important thing now is: I LOVE U no matter i spend less or more time with u.



When our relatives are at home, we have to think of all their good points or it would be impossible to endure them.
- George Bernard Shaw -