Say (All I Need) - OneRepublic
Do you know where your heart is
Do you think you can find it
Did you trade it for something, somewhere
Better just to have it
Do you know where your love is
Do you think that you lost it
You felt it so strong but nothings
Turned out how you wanted
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know what your fate is
And are you trying to shake it
You`re doing your best and
You`re best look
You`re praying that you`ll make it
Well bless my soul
You`re a lonely soul
Cause you wont let go
Of anything you hold
Well all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Do you think you can find it
Better than you had it
Better than you had it
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Said all I need is the air I breathe
And a place to rest my head
Do you know where the end is
Do you think you can see it
Until you get there
Go on
Go ahead and scream it
Just say it
i think this song suits me right now..
i mish u.. n i want u so baddd...
yes is the answer to all the questions
agitated girl
sorry for not writing for so long. we both been busy on coping with our separation. not permanent separation but me working in K*L n you in P*enang. i don't know how we did it. i really must apologize to you that i have to make dis decision of working here. so far away from you yet so close at heart you know.
to tell you the truth, it is really so damn hard to be strong without you here. i don't know how i did it either. again, frankly, i could be crying every second thinking of you.. who are 350++ kilometers away from me. for even that far, you are still right here, in my heart and mind. bibi, why are u so far away??.. yea its my fault. stupid me, thinking only about myself and now i regret each day here. i really2 mish u baby.. :(((
what more with my problem at the office, make me even miserable. after being immersed in the work that i once dream of for almost 4 months now, i can say that this job is tougher than i think. keeping up to date with daily events.. so tiring and the worst is that i have to find my own 'issues' to r*eport before i cld say tht i've done my work. i'm tired of thinking baby.. i think i prefer working in a quiet environment but at the same time i can express my creativity..
and then personal pressure from my boss which makes me kinda tensed and irritated at work. i still can't confirm what's his motive towards me. cus he's being cold towards me after the texting incident. not that i really want him to treat me like a princess but at least hello... say something please! he really is being unfair towards me. putting me in a guilty position. i regret every single thing i said to him. dont worry nothing personal baby. general stuff and statements. feel like wanting to run so far away and wish i never knew him at all.
and now here i am.. writing in our old dusty blog just to express my feeling for all these time here alone without you. really miss you like mad.. like terribly crazy and it really2 hurts baby.. im so sorry, im sorry ..im so sorry i left you there.. just that i thot you would come and stay here with me. well, maybe i should give myself time to wait for you to come here.. 4 months..pffttt.. what do i expect.. but baby, i think i really need to find other job.. or else i'll have to go back home and help managed my mum's 'pets'. ;)
tomorrow is another day that i hate going thru.. alone n miserable n down without you... :(((
i miss u bibi.. miss u so much.. :(((
i want you for life. forever.
i love you. i love u. i love u. never ever forget that.
just want you to know ;)
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she loves me, she loves me not?
yeah.. it's been a long time i haven't update this blog.
so many things happened in between the month.
well after the second last entry, i actually wanted to gave up this blog after what you have done. but thinking of that i still care about you and still love you the same after what happened, i gathered my guts to write this entry. well yea..i forgive u but to forget??.. i dont know.
as i said before, so many things happened..
new year. new salary. new choices of job or career. new promises. new chapter in our relationship..it has been TWO years baby.. and my sayangness to you are multiplying more than ever. i sangat2 sayangkan you.
the latest recently is about you acting strange towards me. i'm not sure why. tho you have told me to not to think yang bukan2, but my mind still cant avoid from thinking yang bukan2. you changed since after new year celebration. and its getting worse for me when you seemed so happy to go out with your friends rather than happy being with me before that. then, you got sick and went home.. and you've been very quiet after that which made me cry even more. i love u but why you did all these to me?..
is it becos of me leaving for K*L which i still think hard about it? is it becos i bore you? is it truly becos your family problem?.. i know you gave me this reason. in fact, you dont want me to get scolding from you with no appropriate reason becos of this family thing. well, i think i have to accept this reason from you. its just that i want you to share it with me.. everything, every pain and every feeling you have. dont just keep quiet about it. just tell me you need time alone cus of your family problem. dont just ignore me and make me think aren't you still in love with me??... i'm hurt.. i was..
i'm sorry for everything dear. sorry if i ever hurt you. sorry if i ever neglected you. sorry if i have never been good enuff for you. sorry if when i'm with you and you think my mind was not there thinking of you. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. well, you know me, i think alot. but my heart is still with you. forever.
and now, i think you're recovering. better than past few days. i received more smses from you. tho not so frequently like before. i want the old you.. loving and funny.
i miss u.. alot! and it hurts.
The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. ~Nicholas Sparks/The Notebook~
